No One's Perfect

I sit here thinking when's life really going to satisfy me,

I sit here wondering are dreams ever going to fulfill me,

I sit here smiling as flashes of those days run through my mind,

I sit here and realise why am I even sitting here?

When there's a whole world waiting out there,

When there seems to be so many chances and possibilities,

When there's me and my needs,

And thats when I realised no one's perfect.

I am who I am. I sit and gaze of my future.

I'm looking forward for that future I always see.

But, there's now for me to think about.

There's you in my thoughts too.

Why are you even there?

What are you doing in my thoughts?

And thats when I realised even my thoughts arent perfect.

I start humming a tune which seems pretty familiar and sense something amiss.

That tune reminds me of something.

I feel the beat of that tune taking over inside of me.

It gets stronger and there a song comes out from within

But that song wasnt what I was looking for

And thats when I realised even the music in me isnt perfect.

People pass by, they say hi and as normal I say hi back.

I saw you and I thought I knew you

But not all thought are always true.

I listened whenever you spoke hoping to learn more,

But then when things got a little complicated, wrong, messy

And thats when I realised even others arent perfect.

So, if no one and nothing is perfect, who are we trying to fool by putting in on masks, acting nice and trying to be perfect? Life's never perfect. Accept the facts, hide the lies and live on. Remember, no one's perfect.

Hello :)

Its been almost a month since I last blogged but here I am updating it now. Intervensi's next week and it sucks. The tension is all ready is rising even though its just 2nd week of school. I'm really sleep deprived now yet and I'm still smiling. I'm glad I have you and you know why I always say this. Slowly I look forward for you each day. So, stay dont you dare go away! Senior year is going pretty well forgetting the homework pile awaiting me and the whole exam chapter. I've been suffering from a lot of blurness lately and I feel myself getting wild! Months are passing by and its going to be a year in no time. I'm pushing myself away from that topic but I'm afraid and I just hope I'll pull myself through. Finally to those who rock my world, I just want to say I love you all so much :D