I can never know if the person sitting next to me is someone I can trust. Someone who I can just give my everything and who'll love me and who'll be there with me through it all. Cause I know I'm not right all the time. I make mistakes. I fall. I crawl. I cry. I smile. And without all this, it just wouldn't be growing up and it just wouldn't be life. I'm glad with what I have I now and I don't need the world to survive. I just need that few people who'll stand by me no matter what. I'll never be perfect but look I'm not gona let you bring me down. I do not care anymore. I'm just living my life and from now its only gona be shared with those I want to and yes Imma be selfish. I'm stronger now. I'm standing on my own now. Just buzz off will you? Even if you don't, for the first time I'm walking away. I've got better things to do. Sorry, I have a life unlike you.
Monday, November 21, 2011
I do not regret.
I do not regret not having someone to say I love you each night. I do not regret not having someone to cry to all the time. But I swear I've been to taught to love and perhaps some day when the one who deserves comes around, he'll get it all. All these sweet lines, all those sweet kisses. Alright, enough with the details for now but Imma wait la. I've got nothing to loose baby. I'm all chilled and enjoying what I have now. I'm no bitch. I'm no slut but I know have to my fun. Burn on haters. Loves :)
Melt me with a Puppy?
Is it too much to ask if I want my love to somehow come to me in the future, I mean when the time's right, come knocking on my door with a lil puppy in his hands saying 'Love, I know we're probably too young, too dumb or too in love to know whats right and whats wrong now but why can't we just be us and spend whatever time we have left on this planet together and yes we're too young too make babies but hey it'll be cool if you're the mother to my kids. You'll be one cool mummy! You make sure I'm a good daddy k? And for now lets have this puppy mark the beginning of us and each day you see it grow you'll know that my love will never be less but its constantly growing and I doubt it will ever stop. I know we can't be together all the time as we both know we have our other priorities now but hey this little guy here is gona be with you all the time. All day, all night. He's your buddy. He'll be my best man when we get married some day. So, will you accept this puppy and me?' ♥
The moon greets you every night and the stars come along too. I might not greet you each day but Hey, you do run around my mind and I cant seem to chase you out. Do I run through yours? Well, if I do. I’m sorry but I like being there. Its real comfy you know? As much as the moon lightens up the dark skies, I can never deny that you light me up. Don’t stop aite.
I'm just way too young to fall in love!
I’m clueless. You came by and you disappeared for a while after. But now you’re back. And I cant confidently say that all I do and say is true or right cause I aint perfect but one thing’s for sure, I do like you Mr.
So for now piece of advice, like whoever you want, flirt with whoever you like but when the time's right and you just cant fight those feelings, then fall in love! And you'll never fall apart :)
And yet again I’m confused. I don’t wana get lost in my emotions again. Its hard to find my way out all the time. I wana find a breakthrough. A way to handle all this love. A way to store away all this affection. But hey I’ve learned that life goes by whether you like it or not. And not everyday you’ll have all the answers to all your questions. At times you just got to chill, lay back, relax and let life do its job. So yes, the weekend’s around the corner. Lets just take a little time out from all the brain storming, head turning, tiring moments of life and chill with your loved ones because it doesn’t matter what you’re doing or who you’re with it, just make the best out of it. Smile people, weekend’s here :)
EH HOLD UP, weekends over :'(
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