Sunday, September 12, 2010

Pass Me A Glass Of Martini Will You?


Perhaps some martini would help heal the pain? Well, shopping does have that special power of turning my frown upside down. Thanks to my wonderful brother who actually had the patience of tagging along. Didnt buy much but ya I'm smiling. I'm glad I'm going away for a few days. Lets bring the house down baby! I'm ok. I'm over you. You can go fuck yourself aite? Imma be rocking out while you're gone. You lost me. Your lost not mine. I'm loving every second of now. I'm free and I've got loads of other serious stuff on my mind now. Hey you Mr, you're just too lame. I'm sorry but you're no longer on my mind nor in my heart. So this is it. Hope you have a great life ahead of you. Goodbye aite? To all those you held my hand through last night, thank you so much and I heart you guys!

Ps: Yes, I'm no longer taken and I'm enjoying every second of now. I'm glad I have you guys :D

Its Over.

Well you wanted it this way and I guess you're happy. So, yes it was total bullshit before this! Oh damn, you're a fucking good actor. Life goes on. Yes, I'll miss you and the way you made me laugh. The tickling feeling you made me feel. Well not all dreams come true. I'm glad you're gone. I'm gona focus on what's important now. So ya fuck you and fuck the so called love you said we had. Loving is hell and yes flirting is bliss.

PS: I dont wish to be taken for now. I want time for myself and only myself.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

This Just Might Be A Confession

I am nowhere near perfect. I eat when I'm bored. I fall for boys easily. I'm vulnerable to believing lies. I'm hoping that one day I won't need a fake smile. I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through. I make up excuses for everything. I have best friends and enemies. I have dramas and memories. Well, thats life. Live it. Love it. Learn from it.

PS: I love you la loose! I hope you know that :D

Monday, August 30, 2010

I'm Yours.














You came into my life without a warning.
You mean the world to me now.
You sing. You joke. You sing.
Your flaws. Your smile.
You've got me falling hard for you.
People might say a million things about us or you,
But I'm going to take the risk and trust what we have.
Thank you for coming and rocking my life.
I can't wait to meet you next!
Love you Loose! :D

Monday, August 9, 2010

Well, Things Arent Always That Sweet.

The whole once upon time fairytale ending shit did come to an end. The drama which took place got me speechless. My heart's still beating fast. Your words haunt me. I'll never be the same again. What you did and what you said has left scars but what the hell right? Scars heal but mine dont. So, thanks for being such a jackass. Yes, I did love you but nothing's forever. I will never know if what you felt or what you said was true. But I never lied. I've always been me. Fuck off will you? Whatever you did is clearly insane and I'll never forgive you. I shall bury you in my past.


Note: I'm no longer taken.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

It's Friday, I'm in Love.

Don't Haunt Me.
Your sweet words are definitely haunting my thoughts right now.
I want you here now.

That One Heart.
You're that one heart I want.
And out of all the hearts, I picked yours.

Dance Baby Dance.
You made me dance,
You made me float,
You made me smile,
But most of all,
You made me love.

Love Is In The Air Isn't It?
Love is definitely in the air!

It Might Just Be A Permanent Heartbreak.
Oh, the heartbreak's over!

What Hurts The Most.
Nothing hurts when you're around.

Music Is Like Coffee To My Senses.
You are the music to my senses.

It's Simple.
It's Easy.
All I wish to say is,
I Love You.


Note: If you're reading this and wondering. Well, yes I'm taken :)

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

What Hurts The Most.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do