Monday, January 30, 2012

To forget is a choice you make, don't blame it on faith.

Why has forgetting became so damn easy? Is life and people meant any more lesser than it used to? Life just gets even more complicated as it passes by. I swear I do not get people these days. Are they really that fickled minded? Where's the beliefs? Where's their own stands? Doesn't make much sense. Its as if people are slowly, crawling into this whole wormhole of dumbness! Its irritating to see people change, people forgetting whats right and wrong. Forgetting how good deeds are suppose to be remembered and not forgotten. How good people and good hearts are suppose to be treasured and not thrown away. When your closest love ones can change, why wouldn't total strangers change right? And whats so bloody nice about saying 'k' ey? Like what I've been told, uttering the word 'k' is as if you're indirectly saying fuck off la. Come on get the balls to say what you feel. You owe the person, fine. Settle it and I'll walk off and you could live your bloody lives. I'm sick and tired of all the drama, all the stupid lies, fakers. Whats done is done? Yeah, looks are put first nowadays. You dont own that you're ignored, put down, thrown aside, treated differently. It truly doesn't make sense la. I've made my share of mistakes but that doesn't make me any less human! No one's perfect. Get that into your head first la! Your rumours killed whatever confidence I had. Gaining it made me go a long way. Now I'm on a new path, new people and all but these stupid, stupid, stupid memories never stop haunting me. It aint easy when you try to move on and you the changes you make brings difference and better tomorrows but its always appears the other way around. It hurts. Deeply it really does. Its been a while since I thought this much. But when everyone's doing the same shit, it hurts even more. With the hopes of hoping that someone would see you for who you are and not what you'd become or what they expect you to be. When I cried the last time bout this, you came by and wiped my tears, picked me up and if I do tell what I've done you'd tell me I told you so! But I just thought they weren't the same but yeah what you said was true. They'd never value what they've got til they've lost it. They need slaps in their faces to wake up. I don't want to say more but this is all. Oh, I'm just gona go layan a movie la FTW and goodnight haters! I'm just gona be patient til the time comes. You just wait and see la k?

Friday, January 27, 2012

Pain in the ass


Can you kindly quit being a pain in the ass? Please and thank you :D