Thursday, May 28, 2009

Just Don't Leave Me Alright?

The little things, you do to me are taking me over,
i wanna show ya everything inside
me all like a nervous heart crazy beating
my feet are stuck here,
against the pavement
i wanna break free,
i wanna make it
closer to your eyes,
get your attention
before you pass me by
So back up back up take another chance
Don’t you mess up mess up I don’t wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up don’t you say that I’d be Better off
better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy
So don't just leave me hanging on
And every time, you notice me by
holdin me closely, and sayin sweet things
i don't believe, that it could be you speekin your mind and,
sayin the real thing
my feet have broke free, and i am leavin
i'm not gonna stand here, feelin lonely but
i wont forget you, and i won't think this
was just a waste of time
So back up back up take another chance
Don’t you mess up mess up I don’t wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up don’t you say that I’d be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy
But don't just leave me hangin on


Just thinking of a mysterious guy

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

midnight bottle

Midnight bottle take me come with me my memories and everything come back to me
Midnight bottle make it real what feels like make believe so I can see a little more clearly
Like every single move you make kissing me so carefully on the corners of my dreaming eyes
I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna drink it down
A one way ticket takes me to the times we had before
When everything felt so right If only for tonight I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna ease my pain
From all these feelings driving me insane
When I’m with you and everything’s all right if only for tonight
Got a midnight bottle drifting off into the candlelight where I can find you in your timeA midnight bottle I forgot how good it felt to be in a dream just like you had me
Cuz lately I’ve been stumbling feels like I’m recovering
But I think it’s only for tonight
I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna drink it down A one way ticket takes me to the times we had beforeWhen everything felt so right
If only for tonight I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna ease my pain
From all these feelings driving me insane
When I’m with you and everything’s all right if only for tonight
If only for tonight, if only for tonight, if only for tonight
I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna drink it down
A one way ticket takes me to the times we had before
When everything felt so right
If only for tonight I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna ease my pain
From all these feelings driving me insane
When I’m with you and everything’s all right if only for tonight
If only for tonight, if only for tonight, if only for tonight


Just feel so relaxed now

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

My Expectations

I thought of things to expect in the near future,
But I guess too much of imagination,
Living life with no expectations is much better.
But anyway birthday is coming up can't seem to think about it at all.
I guess not expecting much this year.
But I'll wait and see...:p

I'm getting older

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Just One More Time Can I?

Making my way downtown
Walking fast Faces passed
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way Through the crowd
And I need you And I miss you And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know
I'd walk A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you Tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder If you ever
Think of me 'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your Precious memories '
Cause I need you And I miss you And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time Would pass me by
'Cause you know
I'd walk A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you Tonight And I,
I Don't want to let you know I,
I Drown in your memory I,
I Don't want to let this go I,
I Don't.... Making my way downtown
Walking fast Faces passed
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way Making my way Through the crowd
And I still need you And I still miss you And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by 'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles If I could Just see you...
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles If I could Just see you
If I could Just hold you Tonight


I'm missing you so much

Friday, May 15, 2009

The Past Will Always Remain The Past























I guess words cant express true feelings. How much my heart may yearn today and to hear your voice one more time. Never told all this before but now I guess its time. I put a mask on hiding the truth from the world. You were my world yet no one realised. Why am I saying all this now? I guess there's no harm in telling the truth right? I've waited long enough. I'm still fragile. Still young. There will never be another soul like you in my life. Even if I walk every corner of this planet I wont find what I'm looking for. The truth hurts and I just cant get it out of myself. Its killing inside. Even now, these words are nothing but the deep truth from my heart's core and nothing else. I guess I can move on without regretting. But how can I move on when I couldnt even hear his voice during his last days of life? I miss him. I miss coming back and seeing him sitting on his bed waiting for me. I miss his scent. I miss his touch. I miss those rides we had together. Cant I have another day with you? Just you and me. I'll always be my daddy's girl. I dreamed of my future with you by me in each step I take. I guess life's full of setbacks. I'll always remember you and I wish people could understand how much I'm affected now. I hope people will know how fragile I am now and excuse me. Be with me and there's still hope even without you. I just hope people do. Today, Tomorrow and Always you will always be my favourite.
I've realised how much I need you.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Dear Friend


Happy Birthday Stephanie!


Hope you have a great birthday ahead and enjoy yourself to the max! :P Don't ever change! Happy 16th birthday and I know you'll always be 16 days older than me! Haha!


Crazy



Friday, May 8, 2009

My New Companions

















These are my little babies for now. The one on the top is my baby girl and the one down is my baby boy. Are'nt they cute? Just like the owner! Haha! :P But anyways cant wait to see them grow as both still young. Both quite cheeky and naughty. But so adorable...Alright thats all about my darlings for now. Maybe some other time will show the other sides of these innocent faces.
Love, Manjira.

Best Experiences

T h e Be s t M o me n t s I n L i f e
1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing till your stomach hurts.
3. Enjoying a ride down the country side.
4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio.
5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.
6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel.
7. Passing your final exams with good grades.
8. Being a part of an interesting conversation.
9. Finding some money in some old pants.
10. Laughing at yourself.
11. Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends.
12. Laughing without a reason.
13. "Accidentally" hearing someone say somthing good about you.
14. Watching the sunset.
15. Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life.
16. Receiving or giving your first kiss.
17. Feeling this buzz in your body when seeing this "special" someone.
18. Having a great time with your friends.
19. Seeing the one you love happy.
20. Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her perfume.
21. Visiting an old friend of yours and remembering great memories.
22. Hearing someone telling you "I LOVE YOU" & ABOVE ALL - REACHING THE TARGET SET BY YOU.......... ...WE ALL.....
"True friends come in the good times when we tell them to, and come in the bad times.....without calling."