Words have the power of moving souls and minds. As disturbing as it sounds I personally do not like the effect or the toll that words do to me. Its just real unfair but at the same time you use it too. So why is it totally not cool when the other uses it? Look you're pissed or cranky or unhappy, whatever may be the emotion thats over ruling your mind, you do not need to let it show. I can sense the fury and aura. Just shut it and if its important we'll talk about it if not just rub it off will you? You want things to work. You want things your way but hey you forgot that I'm in it too? What about my ways? Or what I want? Just do not be a selfish douche. You're better than that and I know it. Its so frustrating I swear when you know you can do better but you're just way too lazy to even try. I wish I had the patience. Sadly, I do not. I'm just way too mindfucked already. I'm just going to wait and see. I've just been far too patient. After today or perhaps another week I got to wait til I can focus on me. I'm done. Thats it.