I'm tired of playing that fake girl I'm not. I'm tired of putting on a fake smile everytime you're around.

I'm tired of trying oh so hard and never succeeding. I'm tired of thinking everything is my fault. I'm tired of not complaining. I'm tired of caring. I'm tired of working out. I'm tired of solitude. I'm tired of all this procrastination. I'm tired of feeling this weight in me all the time. I'm tired of crying myself to sleep. I'm tired of holding back. I'm tired of being reserved. I'm tired of being accused of things I've never done. I'm tired of hoping. I'm tired of all the chaos. Its about time I fixed it all up. Did things I wana do instead of pleasing everyone instead. Its baby steps I know, a slow process that is probably gona take a long time but its worth the wait. So, I sit here and pray that this tiredness would ware out soon. I'd want the old me back. I'm tired of the masquerade. I've hidden myself way too long and its about time I realised 

COME EXPLORE THE WORLD WITH ME 

Could we go get a strawberry milkshake and some fries please?