This Is Not A Fairytale

I am a dreamer. I wont deny. I am naive at times. I want chances. I hold on and days drag on for me. I want happy endings in everything. I'm definitely not a princess in a fairytale and I'm aware of that. Its always been hard to catch me or hold on to me. Its even harder now so dont bother trying. I've been spending my time thinking about things which had no end and now I know its not worth all that after all. I'm lucky to have realised it now before its practically too late. I speak my mind. So, I'm not living a fairytale. I'll make the best of the days I have here. Others can share it if they wish to but if not solitary moments are what I like and love for now.

I've changed and I dont regret. So, too bad. You've lost me and I'm sorry.

Me and my skipping heart! No doubt to that. I'm enjoying every moment of life. As I'm enjoying anyone cares to join me? You sure know where to find me.Thats all from me now..

PS: I have no regrets :P

I've not gone anywhere

I guess things have changed and in no time the 5th month is going to pass. I still feel same. Same tears and feelings. I guess some things are meant to change but some are just meant to stay the same. I am clueless at times but I feel a sense of change in me. Maybe its just this mixture of emotions stirring in me. But I am living my life. Can't wait to be free. I'm just enjoying every moment alone. The moments where I can only hear my voice and nothing else comes in my way. Just me and only me. I don't regret what I've done and said. I got 1 life and no other and I'm not going to waste it. You want me, come get me. I'm not going to be waiting here forever so make your move. They are those moments which I still hate but things seem brighter. I'm getting older and I am changing not for anyone but me. My life has now evolved around myself and I'm happy it has. I'm still missing you like crazy and no one is ever going to replace you and no one has. You filled those empty holes. Now you make me wonder, who is going to help me fill those holes? I wonder. But on the bright side I will always have me and me. I will always have you in my thoughts, forever.

You decide the rest and I'm not making any moves ok?

Will You Be There?

This video is simply amazing! I love the background choir and the lyrics is absolutely wonderful. Not forgetting Michael Jackson, What more can I say when the whole world says his great! I love the last part when MJ speaks. His words are full of meaning. I love you MJ!

Pa I know you loved him and because of you I love him even more!