Yes or No?

There's one thing about me, I never like changes! Period.


For good or bad but even when the smallest changes effect me big time.
Neways, I'm hoping for the best. I just do not have the heart to walk back there. So, all the good signs please be with me. I'm praying real hard. 


Where's my shooting stars? I need them now! :/ 

Dear GH

Even if I roamed the whole planet, I will never find someone like you.

Thank you for being there for me.

Thank you for helping me stand.

Thank you for showing me who I am.

You're indeed very special and very near to my heart!

I love you buddy.

My GH always!

All day, every day :)

Coffee #adrenalinerush

Who doesn't drink coffee? :)

Dream chasers.

Have you ever thought what dream chasers actually do? Do you think a dream chaser would chase you out of my dreams? #justwondering :)

New hair?

So should I get highlights and pimp up my hair? Its time I got a new hair do. A new colour to represent to hotter me right? By new year! Yes, mum's said yes so ya, new hair here I come weeeeee :D

Then I shall camwhore with my blue nails ;)

Locked inside my heard shaped box.

Locked inside my heart shaped box is;

- every memory of you
- every song I sang for you
- every day I spent thinking of you
- all the little words I cherished
- all things that made me smile
- the oh so ugly moments we had
- the laughs we shared
- the tears you wiped
- the smiles you created
- the bond we bulit
- the life we lived
- the love we loved
- the us which we thought never would have ended

But indeed through this very single heart shaped box, it shall live on. And if you ever miss it, take a peek into this little heart shaped box and you'll get a chance to relive it all again. Awesome right? Oh how powerful this little heart shaped box is right? This little heart shaped box is for you and me

Do not mess with me. Period.

Please do the honours of removing yourself from my personal space! Like right now! You're a pain in the ass and I no longer wana see you around. Thank you. You do not want to see me get violent. So, do as I say asap.

Shawty's like a melody in my head that I cant keep out got me singing nananana everyday! 


Did I tell you how much I love love love this song? Sing it to me some day aite? 


Who am I telling it to? Well no one in particular but if you ever read this Mr, you know what to do. 
Go firgure :)

Dear Blog,

I hate it when its 3am and I just wish I had someone to call dumb dumb! Weird but hey I'm sure weird and my speakers are still blasting. What to do now? I'm bored damn I've restarted blogging again. Aite, lets make it a daily ritual shall we? Yeah, speaking to you oh my dear blog is way comforting at least I know its  all coming out and I aint storing or hiding anything inside.

Oh yes I see things differently now.

Some things seem so clear right now but yes the truth always hurts but isn't it part of life to fall a million times and get back up all on your own? I'll be who I wana be. I know who's worth dying for, who's fighting for, who's worth every ounce of love, who's just a piece of shit, who's just bugging your life and who's just not worth your every second. Like how clouds pass by, people pass by too. You can never grab a cloud and force it to stay. Likewise, people aren't meant to stay. At some point they'll all leave. Hold on to yourself more than anything else. Love yourself more than anything else. Stop blaming the world. Look into the mirror, and ask what more can you do to at least try to be close to perfect. Please yourself. Then think of pleasing others. Looks aren't everything. It might be the most important thing right now but in a few years time, a decade perhaps, nah things change. Think and you'll know there's a lot more than just right now. Only if you pay a little attention.

One thing's for sure; I'll never trust you

I can never know if the person sitting next to me is someone I can trust. Someone who I can just give my everything and who'll love me and who'll be there with me through it all. Cause I know I'm not right all the time. I make mistakes. I fall. I crawl. I cry. I smile. And without all this, it just wouldn't be growing up and it just wouldn't be life. I'm glad with what I have I now and I don't need the world to survive. I just need that few people who'll stand by me no matter what. I'll never be perfect but look I'm not gona let you bring me down. I do not care anymore. I'm just living my life and from now its only gona be shared with those I want to and yes Imma be selfish. I'm stronger now. I'm standing on my own now. Just buzz off will you? Even if you don't, for the first time I'm walking away. I've got better things to do. Sorry, I have a life unlike you.

I do not regret.

I do not regret not having someone to say I love you each night. I do not regret not having someone to cry to all the time. But I swear I've been to taught to love and perhaps some day when the one who deserves comes around, he'll get it all. All these sweet lines, all those sweet kisses. Alright, enough with the details for now but Imma wait la. I've got nothing to loose baby. I'm all chilled and enjoying what I have now. I'm no bitch. I'm no slut but I know have to my fun. Burn on haters. Loves :)

Melt me with a Puppy?

Is it too much to ask if I want my love to somehow come to me in the future, I mean when the time's right, come knocking on my door with a lil puppy in his hands saying 'Love, I know we're probably too young, too dumb or too in love to know whats right and whats wrong now but why can't we just be us and spend whatever time we have left on this planet together and yes we're too young too make babies but hey it'll be cool if you're the mother to my kids. You'll be one cool mummy! You make sure I'm a good daddy k? And for now lets have this puppy mark the beginning of us and each day you see it grow you'll know that my love will never be less but its constantly growing and I doubt it will ever stop. I know we can't be together all the time as we both know we have our other priorities now but hey this little guy here is gona be with you all the time. All day, all night. He's your buddy. He'll be my best man when we get married some day. So, will you accept this puppy and me?' ♥

The moon greets you every night and the stars come along too. I might not greet you each day but Hey, you do run around my mind and I cant seem to chase you out. Do I run through yours? Well, if I do. I’m sorry but I like being there. Its real comfy you know? As much as the moon lightens up the dark skies, I can never deny that you light me up. Don’t stop aite.

Sorry I don't copy paste, I think, write and I quote my own quotes.

Sincerely, Me.

I'm just way too young to fall in love!

I’m clueless. You came by and you disappeared for a while after. But now you’re back. And I cant confidently say that all I do and say is true or right cause I aint perfect but one thing’s for sure, I do like you Mr.

So for now piece of advice, like whoever you want, flirt with whoever you like but when the time's right and you just cant fight those feelings, then fall in love! And you'll never fall apart :)

And yet again I’m confused. I don’t wana get lost in my emotions again. Its hard to find my way out all the time. I wana find a breakthrough. A way to handle all this love. A way to store away all this affection. But hey I’ve learned that life goes by whether you like it or not. And not everyday you’ll have all the answers to all your questions. At times you just got to chill, lay back, relax and let life do its job. So yes, the weekend’s around the corner. Lets just take a little time out from all the brain storming, head turning, tiring moments of life and chill with your loved ones because it doesn’t matter what you’re doing or who you’re with it, just make the best out of it. Smile people, weekend’s here :)

EH HOLD UP, weekends over :'(